There are places you cannot go on your own accord.
To enter into the depths and stay connected above, to enwrap within darkness and be there a source of light, to take on this mission and return in peace is possible only if you are tied and bonded with a tzaddik.
You must be sent there by someone for whom this cavern does not exist; someone for whom the darkness is already light.


At 65 years old I believe I understand. We cannot visit the dark places, "experiment" with the unholy thinking that since we're good people the evil will not overtake us. This is supreme naivite with a little arrogance thrown in. Only a Tzaddik knows who can bring light to dark places without being overwhelmed by the darkness; even with his help. The rest of us should try to avoid such places by leading a Torah-observant life.