There are places you cannot go on your own accord.

To enter into the depths and stay connected above, to enwrap within darkness and be there a source of light, to take on this mission and return in peace is possible only if you are tied and bonded with a tzaddik.

You must be sent there by someone for whom this cavern does not exist; someone for whom the darkness is already light.

Maamar Padah B’Shalom 5726.