The origin of all illness is the lovesickness of the soul. She yearns to return to her Beloved Above, and so is repulsed by the human form, her prison of pain.
There are two things, therefore, that you must heal: your body and your soul. You must bring them into peace and harmony with one another.
Your body needs to accomodate your soul. The food she consumes must be kosher food, eaten mindfully, to be healthy and strong in the service of your soul.
And your soul must learn to discover her purpose and meaning from within this human form, the place where the Infinite Light most desires to dwell.
—Maamar Ani Hashem Rof’echa
Try living in a place called Joy. Where does Hashem live, In a place call Joy. Regardless of your situation, you can eliminate ALL negative illusions, by constantly being joyful & appreciate life in full, Every day you are fulfilled.