All of Jewish philosophy is but an attempt to fit inside the human mind that which is contained within the heart of a simple Jew.
It will never fit.
But you must learn, contemplate, and ponder with your mind, nevertheless. Perhaps, once aware of its inadequacy, your mind will awaken the heart from its slumber.

It was Jan 1967, age soon to be 19, and I was starting my training at Marine Corps Recruit Depot at Parris Island, South Carolina. I might as well have gone since we were all forced into the military service. “Blind faith is intellect’s most deadly foe” and the proof of that turns out to be deadly.
I guess that passes until one can get his/her mind quieted down. It will work until all the mind stops, and the Divine shows “Himself”.