Loosen your grasp. Stop trying to micromanage your world. The One who made it is already doing just that.
What does He leave for you? Opportunities. Another chance and another chance to do good.
And if you should fail, yet another chance.
Grab the opportunities. Let Him decide where they lead.
I can attest to Rabbi Freeman's response. We have free will. I found my purpose late in life. I was born to an orthodox Jewish family. Went to a Hebrew Day School in Cape Town (Herzlia). Was deep into my Jewish roots. Along the way in adulthood, while a very proud Jew, I focused on the material world until one morning, I felt a deep need to rejoin my tribe and find purpose. Today I feel blessed to financially assist my brethren in need, particularly during this difficult time in Israel and the diaspora.