Any reason we may suppose for G‑d’s will could not be the ultimate reason. The finite mind cannot begin to fathom an infinite wisdom—never mind that which brought forth wisdom from the void.
As a wise man once said, the ultimate knowledge is that we do not know.

Entering into Truth I was very ill and passed from this life many times within a two year period. I was asked if I saw G-d. I stated that you never see G-d, but only know Him from what He says and does. So you can know G-d from the past writings and what He is doing today. This is all the wisdom, understanding and wonder that you need. If you were to Know G-d fully then He would not be G-d. Be of great Joy that He knows and cares for you now.