Yesterday, you were inspired. Today, that is all gone. And so, you are depressed.
But this is the way the system works: Everything begins with inspiration. Then the inspirations cools down—so that you can grab it and do something with it. For fire to become deeds.

What is real doesn’t change.
Once one sees the actuality, what is actual, it cannot be unseen.
Everything else will lose what seemed of importance, and will instead present as unreal, worthless.
Instead of building more and more you will see less and less, until what is left is only the actuality of the Divine Self. As you may try with inspiration, try to grab and do from your own mind, your desire for success, your desire for fame or whatever will disappear in favor of what is actual, what is Real.
Strangely enough, there is really no change in this way: you now see what IS, and are at Peace.
The ONE, Ain Od Milvado as vanity, disappears, and everything is perfectly done by the actuality of the only I, the I AM, and you let go of what is now seen as false I-me. It’s pure happiness and fulfillment.
It’s a lot better than pretending to be “god”.