Question:
I don’t feel that that I have any right to pray to G‑d. I’m not religious at all. Over the years, I’ve committed many sins. Since I’ve turned against G‑d and transgressed His commandments, how can I approach Him in prayer?
Answer:
Each morning, when we wake up, we say in our prayers, “My G‑d, the soul You gave me is pure . . .”
No matter what you do with your life, your soul remains pure. Even at the time you are committing the worst crime, your soul screams inside like a captive woman, remaining faithful to her Beloved Above.
And now you want to take away from her that last opportunity to scream out loud for help?


Teshuva That's exactly what the Torah demands on each and everyone of us; to be an expert in running and returning. I have the same religious predicament and trust me my friend, nothing changes a person more than entering the path of holiness (prayer,studying torah, charity and mitzvah) Prayer is our main weapon against evil inclination. Do Hitbodedut: giving thanks, asking for forgiveness, confessing our sins, judging our own actions, asking for material and spiritual needs and wants, pray for yourself and others. Note that charity is very important (it plays a major role and you need to do this on a regular basis) The rest that you might also find helpful can be found by learning Torah deeply.