Examine the strength and endurance of your humility. Does my humility withstand challenges? Am I firm in my positions or do I waffle in the name of humility?
Humility and modesty should not cause one to feel weak and insecure. Netzach of hod underscores the fact that true humility does not make you into a "doormat" for others to step on; on the contrary, humility gives you enduring strength. Is my humility perceived as weakness? Does that cause others to take advantage of me?
Exercise for the day: Demonstrate the strength of your humility by initiating or actively participating in a good cause.
This is interesting. It seems that it all depends on the actual source of what is perceived as humanity and modesty. If it is coming from someone quiet self respect, positive purpose and resolve, it has an entirely different expression than if the energy is really come from one’s attempt to control the interaction (unconsciously) for one’s own purpose or advantage (look good, appease, gain the upper hand, in one way or another).
It seems to me that the work on one’s self, for a more positive and harmonious way of relating to others, is to observe oneself with this in mind. “In beholding we are changed.” The real work is on the heart and soul. One must do, in order to see, then do better. To do, is His command.
These questions and exercises are very helpful. Thank you!