Rambam: Berachot, Chapter 5

A complex experience during the studies. Dear Rabbi Gordon,
My most sincere congratulations and thanks. I write to report a fact. I was reading the Chumash, Tehillim, Tanya in the morning and followed his Mishneh Torah lessons at night. I did so until the end of May when I came across a complex issue: I have confidence in the Torah and know that the Torah is true, but I realized that I have a certain distrust of God. I stopped studying the Tehillim, Tanya, and Mishneh Torah for a bit trying to understand this dichotomy that requires a lot of mental flexibility. I continued the Chumash. I intend to resume studies of the Mishneh Torah and Tanya next week. Grateful. Reply