https://www.chabad.org/search/keyword.asp?kid=21411 Newest articles written by Rochel Levine Copyright 2026, Chabad.org - Chabad-Lubavitch Media Center, all rights reserved. Mon, 01 Jan, 0001 12:00:00 EST Mon, 01 Jan 0001 12:00:00 EST https://www.chabad.org/article.asp?aid=3238398 https://www.chabad.org/theJewishWoman/article_cdo/aid/3238398/jewish/Life-Goes-On.htm Life goes on I feel better, physically Emotionally, I am extremely wobbly and vulnerable I am moving on Away from this brutal physical experience Away from this traumatic emotional experience I do feel lonely I just wish someone would turn the clock back in time I wish someone would make it all better for me I just wish I would adjust to this new situation As quickly as I got used to being pregnant But it won’t happen So . . . I am going to pick up my boys from school today For the first time in three weeks I am going to put makeup on For the first time in three weeks I am getting dressed nicely Ready to act normal, look good Ready Ready to put on an act for the world Ready to project a healthy and happy picture of myself Ready to embrace the world as I left it three weeks ago A world which i Tue, 23 Feb 2016 12:00:00 EST https://www.chabad.org/article.asp?aid=3238390 https://www.chabad.org/theJewishWoman/article_cdo/aid/3238390/jewish/Dear-Little-One.htm You started growing inside of me I felt you through the sickness I felt you through my mood I felt you through my change of appetite I sensed you through my sensitivity to smells I sensed you through my happiness I sensed you I imagined you Your face Your personality We gave you a name I saw you when you were 6 weeks old I saw your heartbeat pumping on the screen You started to grow You started your life I was so happy I loved you right there and then I bonded with you I prayed for you You were part of me for 12 weeks Part of my organism Part of our life Part of our plan Part of myself Then came that day . . . You stopped breathing You stopped growing You are now a lifeless fetus Partially formed With a head and a back, I was told You are still inside of me You Tue, 23 Feb 2016 12:00:00 EST