Shabbos-Chanukah Light

shalom I used to live in Crown Heights for a year, but never actually met the Rebbe. I attended Machon Alte in Tsfat and loved it. However, somewhere along the way I lost my observance. I think New York was just too overwhelming for me and I grew depressed and had to leave NY. It has taken me several years to get to the point of wanting to become observant again. Although I have visited C.H'ts for day trips, I miss living there quite often. It was nice to have people around all the time. Watching these videos was very inspiring for me. However, I think living in a smaller community and being more on my own is producing a spiritual strength that is coming from the inside, rather then let's say from frum surroudings. I have begun praying again, not because everyone else is, but because it gives me structure and a time to speak and commune with G-d. I believe it is Rebbe Nachman who says that a baal Tshuve usually does tshuve twice.
G-d Bless! Reply