I belong to a club.

It’s a special club for ordinary people.

I never asked to join.

The membership fees are very expensive.

It’s hard to manage and still pay the fees.

The fees are not monthly or yearly. They are daily.

There has never been a day when I didn’t pay.

They are lifelong.

I can’t get away from them.

I am constantly reminded of why I am paying those fees.

The fees drain me.

There was a time when they took over my life.

Now I keep them tucked away and reach in very carefully to pay my dues.

Unfortunately, there are many others like me who belong to this club.

I don’t feel privileged.

I don’t know why I was chosen.

I wish I never was.

Nobody should be in this club.

It shouldn’t exist.

But for some reason it does and we’re supposed to just get on with life.

Most days I manage, but there are some days where the fees become too overwhelming for me.

I wish I could leave the club.

I never asked to join.

But you can’t leave this club once you’re in.

Only Moshiach can dissolve it.

We need Him NOW!