Several years ago, we
lived in Modi'in. The back of my laundry room faced the parking lot, and after
living there for a couple of days, I noticed that a flock of small birds would
congregate each morning and look for food. "What can they find in a paved
parking lot?" I asked my husband.
He made some comment saying birds are dumb.
I took a slice of old
bread, broke it into several small pieces and threw it out to the birds. Their
initial reaction was to fly away, but a minute or two later they returned and
pecked at the bread.
This ritual became sort
of a family experience So started my daily
routine of feeding the birds.
Early each and every
morning, I would open my window wide, call "birdies," throw out my
pieces of bread, and before I knew it my 'bird friends' were pecking away.
This ritual became sort
of a family experience. Everyone enjoyed watching the birds eat, even though
they laughed at me for calling the birds. Even our dog got into the act. He
would jump up on a chair, put his two front paws on the window still, look
around and hope a piece of bread would fall his way. Crumbs somehow always
'fell' on the chair.
After awhile, the bird
population in my parking lot grew. It was as if the small birds told their
friends and neighbors how to get free and easy food. It was amazing to see
nature at work.
Very early one morning,
before I fed the birds, we heard the shutters in our laundry room rattle. At
first we just ignored it, thinking it was the wind, but a few seconds later,
the rattle was louder. I opened the shutters a little and to my shock, several
birds were sitting on the window still. They knew where the bread came from and
were looking for food.
I remember thinking, "Is this what it was like, when the Jews
were walking through the desert and their only food was the manna that fell
from the sky each night?" Waiting and looking for your daily ration is a
humbling experience.
Like the birds, we are
dependent on G-d for our needs. Today manna doesn't fall from the sky. We
need to work to provide for ourselves and our families, but it is G-d who
decrees our livelihood. He is our Father in the Heavens watching
over us and we are His children. He knows our joy, he knows our pain. He is
always with us.
I don't know where the custom of not throwing any left over bread into the garbage came from, but I
do know, if we collect the old bread and put it outside to feed the birds (and
where I live now, the chickens), we will always have food on our table.
We now live in Netivot.
The birds congregate behind our apartment. Now it is not me who feeds the
birds, but my husband who every morning, as soon as he sees the birds, goes and
scatters the pieces of left over bread and comes back to the apartment to
watch them eat. When a cat comes around, the birds fly away, and as soon as the
cat is gone, back come the birds. More than once, he has chased a cat away who
was lingering around trying to catch a bird to eat.
On this Shabbat we, too, sing praise to G-d One day, a neighbor of
ours, who happens to be a rabbi, saw my husband scattering the bread. He asked
him what he was doing and when my husband said that he was feeding the birds,
the rabbi told him that feeding the birds was a very important mitzvah.
He reminded my husband
that on the Shabbat on which the Torah portion of
Beshalach is read, which is known as Shabbat Shira, one of the customs is
to place crumbs outside for the birds to eat.
The chirping of birds is
not just idle noise. It is the way that birds praise Hashem for providing them with
their needs. Because on this Shabbat we, too, sing praise of our Creator, we
recognize the constant song of praise chirped by the birds and reward them by
feeding them.
After four years, on the
last day that we lived in Modi'in, I finished throwing out my pieces of bread and
I asked my husband, "Who will feed the birds tomorrow?"
He told me not to worry, they'll be fed.