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No Respect Left

No Respect Left

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Dear Rachel,

I have been married over 10 years. I must confess that while I was never head over heels in love, it was pretty good until recently. However, the last couple of years I have just become sick of all his excuses for why he can’t get a job, can’t do things, isn’t motivated, etc. He is so terrified to fail that he cannot bring himself to try most things that people attempt to do in life. He is very negative and can be very cool and remote to me. If I try really hard and I swallow all his insensitive behaivor, I can break through to him and actually communicate. But, lately it doesn’t last too long, and quite honestly, I don't have the patience anymore either. I am so fed up with him not working hard. And with his constant refusal to try anything which he deems, risky or too hard. I only stay because of my children. I feel very little love left for him, if at all, and not too much respect. Please help me. I want to save my marriage for my kids’ sake, but I am finding it hard to change myself and become like he is. I love life and I want to drink it all in, but his attitude and laziness are driving me to distraction. Please help.

Fed Up

Dear Fed Up,

The issues you raise are definitely not minor and must be dealt with. I would begin by suggesting that you attempt marital counseling, though it sounds like your husband may not be open to that as you mention that he does not like to try new things. Does he know how unhappy you are? Have you tried speaking to him about it? Is there anyone he respects, a rabbi, friend, relative, who could get involved and speak to him on your behalf?

Respect for the other is essential in a relationship. He needs to find a way to behave that you can respect once again. At the same time, if you want your marriage to get better, you need to look for the things in him that you can and do respect. Is he a good father? Does he help around the house? What does he do that you do admire? This doesn't mean that you don't also need to work together on the problems, but at least if you can try to rebuild some positive feelings for him, that will be an incentive.

Don't forget that he most likely knows that you look down on him, whether or not you verbalize it. Often, when we feel that the other person thinks poorly of us, we don't even want to try. Sometimes we even feel that we can't win. If he feels that no matter what he does you won't be happy, then he won't even bother trying.

I also think you need to stay strong that the goal is not for you to become lazy and follow his lead, but just the opposite. You need to pull him out of his rut. You need to motivate him and give him opportunities to prove himself. And you need to be patient while he tries.

This is the power of the woman, to take the latent potential in another, and to help actualize it. This is why we are taught that in marriage there are three possibilities. There is the statement that a good wife "osah ratzon baalah" which can mean one of 3 things. It can mean that she "does" the will of her husband. Or it can mean that she "makes" the will of her husband. As both "to do" and "to make" are meanings of the word "la'asot."

But the highest meaning of the word, as is explained by the Lubavitcher Rebbe, is "to rectify." And this is something that takes work, but that you are able to do. You don't want to be giving in to your husband's laziness, and you don't want to be telling him what to do and leading him around. Ideally, you want to work with him and help him rediscover his strengths and reveal his potential, and in doing so you are able to rectify his will.

And while it is clear that you want your marriage to work, I think it is important that you shift your reasons for wanting that. While it is wonderful when children live in a family unit where both mother and father are together, children are not the sole reason for two people to stay married, when the atmosphere is one that is cold and negative. Granted, there are people who stay together “for the kids” but what you are describing doesn’t sound like merely a loveless but civil and decent marriage, it sounds like one that is on a downhill and becoming more and more tense and negative as time passes.

If you want your marriage to work, you need to want to be married to your husband, and not solely for your children. Only when you put the focus on each other and to rebuilding and strengthening the trust, love and connection that the two of you need to share, will you be able to have a healthy marriage, and then you will be giving your children the greatest gift of all, which are happy and healthy parents in a home filled with love and optimism.

I wish you much strength and hatzlacha in this situation.

Rachel

"Dear Rachel" is a bi-weekly column that is answered by a rotating group of experts. This question was answered by Sara Esther Crispe.

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August 2, 2013
Could be medical issues
There are number of reasons men, and women, lose their drive or motivation. One huge factor that is so neglected is hormone imbalance. With what We eat in this day and age and what with all the toxins in the air and water, etc., it is so easy for our body to lose balance. Lack of testosterone can cause lack of drive and vitality, and ends up with apathy and lethargy. Candida alibican, heavy metal and chemical poisoning, etc can do the same to us. Vitamin and mineral imbalance can cause similar symptums. I would take your husband to a naturopath doctor or environmental specialist and have him checked. Do not go to traditional medicine doctors. They are not trained to diagnose or treat these things.
Ai
June 27, 2011
These comments are all whining. Did this all happen because of one persons participation irate you willing to take some responsibility
vengeance
January 31, 2011
General v. specific
[First: There are a lot of negative responses on here. Please try to consider that your husband is a person too.]

I am going through some similar issues with my husband right now, but I know that Hashem selected him for me. It is my job to figure out why.

I just wish that there was more information on this article about HOW to help our husbands better themselves. Clearly whatever I am doing is having the opposite effect and I need some guidance.

I just finished reading about Deborah/her hubby. According to the Midrash, she was an intellectual type--he was a fieldhand. Rather than ask him to live up to her aspirations, she gave him a way to serve that he was suited for (making wicks for the temple menorahs) and he excelled at it. Sounds good in thoery, but HOW to put it into practice?

MORE HELP PLEASE, RACHEL!!!!
Anonymous
somewhere
January 1, 2011
No Respect Left
Fed Up, you should NEVER stay with a man you don't love because of children. He has serious problems, and the children are affected by it.

If you're smart, you'll divorce him NOW!
Lisa
Providence, RI
June 18, 2010
Get Out Of This Marriage Now
Take it from one who knows -- you'll be the only one really working on this marriage, and this man will not change. The marriage will not improve -- it will only wear you down and use you up. Take the children and go before you waste years of your life. Focus your energy on your kids, and on maintaining a good relationship with the husband/father after the divorce. At least that will be productive.
Anonymous
somerville
June 13, 2010
I'd like to know
How old the last two commentators are? How long have you been married? Men are not children -- maybe we all have childlike tendencies -- but husbands and fathers must be responsible adults, as must wives and mothers -- which first and foremost means taking responsibility for one's health and wellbeing.

Children suffer in a home where hope has been lost. How can they not?
Anonymous
stamford, ct
June 8, 2010
Sounds familiar
It is hard to have a good mariage, but whatever happens in it, it is not only men's fault. I am sure that we also make mistakes that make them be bad husbands or good husbnds, Men are like children, and we as woman are supposed to have the intelligence to build a good marige, and i am not saying that it is not challenging, but it is part of our life and Hashem is testing us all the time.
Anonymous
October 23, 2009
Praise works!
When he does something that you are pleased with, lavish him with praise so that he may do it again. Pray often. I have had similar issues, but my husband is a pretty positive person; however, he is set in his ways and does not like advice.
Anonymous
Seattle, WA
July 29, 2009
You're doin your best
I understand how you feel. It's not your fault that you can't respect him. He should earn your respect. If it makes you feel better I'll let you in on my little (huge) secret. I do not respect or love my husband at all. I'm learning not to feel so horrible about it. My children are bet. 18-6 and I am counting down the days of staying in this very lonely marrige. As soon as my daughter is an adult, I'm gonna buy me a happy little condo in Miami and never look back.
Anonymous
Lakewood, NJ USA
July 7, 2007
feels like my life
When I read this, i felt like I was listening to my own heart. My husband is in the same situation, in and out of jobs for the past few years. I work so hard, and I have lost so much respect for him. We have a two year old son, and he loves him dearly, but I feel like I am sacrificing so much to "act" happy.
Samantha
Austin, Tx
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