Stillbirth

Dear Neshamal'e , decided to write you. I wanted to begin with 'My Neshama'le or 'our Neshama'le, but mainly you are His Neshama'le...

I remember crying and saying to my husband, that in a way it was a merit to have met such a holy neshama (soul). We don’t know why G-d does anything. But I am sure that He heard our prayers and tears, and watched with amazement...

I didn't feel any pain, even though there wasn't even enough time to give me much in the way of anesthesia. I could see her, but I hadn't yet heard her...

I awoke suddenly with a strange feeling of dread. Momentarily I felt as if I could not move my legs and it began to dawn on me. I had been raped...

Question: Recently I gave birth to a stillborn baby. Did my baby go to heaven? Did he even have a soul? Why did this happen? Answer: I'm so sorry to hear about the passing of your baby. Losing a child is heart-wrenching. I wish there was something I ...

My wife is still completely devastated. She talks about what happened on a regular basis, and I still catch her crying...