Rabbi Hillel of Paritch (1795-1864) was one of the many scholars of his day
to join the Chabad Chassidic movement. For many years, he was a devoted disciple
of the second and third rebbes of Chabad, Rabbi DovBer and Rabbi Menachem Mendel
of Lubavitch.
As a young man, Rabbi Hillel heard of the founder of Chabad Chassidism, Rabbi
Schneur Zalman of Liadi and sought to meet with him. But the opportunity seemed
to forever elude the young prodigy: no sooner did he arrive in a town that Rabbi
Schneur Zalman was visiting, that he was informed that the Rebbe had just left.
Finally, he managed to locate Rabbi Schneur Zalman's lodgings before the
Rebbe was due to arrive. In order to ensure that he would not, once again,
somehow miss his opportunity, Rabbi Hillel crept into Rabbi Schneur Zalman's
appointed room and hid under the bed, determined, at last, to make the
acquaintance of the great Rebbe.
In anticipation of his encounter with Rabbi Schneur Zalman, Rabbi Hillel had
"armed" himself with some of his achievements in Talmudic study. At
that time, the young scholar was studying the tractate Erachin, or
"Appraisals", the section of the Talmud which deals with the laws of
how to appraise the value of one's pledges to charity. Rabbi Hillel had a
scholarly question on the subject which he had diligently rehearsed in order to
discuss it with the Rebbe.
From his hiding place, Rabbi Hillel heard the Rebbe enter the room. But
before he could make a move, he heard Rabbi Schneur Zalman exclaim: "If a
young man has a question regarding 'Appraisals', he had best first evaluate
himself."
The prodigy under the bed fainted on the spot. When he came to, Rabbi Schneur
Zalman was gone...
The Lubavitcher Rebbe told this story, and then asked: How are we to apply
this story to our lives?
The tractate of "Appraisals" discusses the laws presented in
chapter 27 of Leviticus: if a person pledges to give to charity, but instead of
citing a sum he says "I promise to give the value of this individual,"
we are to follow a fixed rate table set by the Torah, in which each age and
gender group is assigned a certain "value."
But why employ a flat rate which lumps together so many diverse individuals?
Should not an accomplished scholar be considered more valuable than a simple
laborer? The Torah states that we all stand equally before G-d, "from your
heads, the leaders of your tribes, your elders... to your wood choppers and
water carriers." But can a person truly view his fellow as his equal when
he is so obviously superior to him in talent and achievement?
This is the meaning of Rabbi Schneur Zalman's remark to Rabbi Hillel: If you
have a question regarding "Appraisals," if you find it difficult to
relate to the Torah's evaluation of human worth, you had best take a long hard
look at yourself. An honest examination of your own character and behavior will
show how much you can learn from every man, how much there is for you to emulate
in those who are supposedly "inferior" to yourself.