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What the Rebbe Taught Me
To Hell and Back

The virtue of a guilty conscience

Three rabbis were talking about life and death when the question came up: “When you’re in your casket, and friends and congregants are mourning over you, what would you like them to say?”

The first rabbi said: “I would like them to say I was a wonderful husband, a fine spiritual leader and a great family man.”

The second commented: “I would like them to say I was a wonderful teacher and servant of G‑d who made a huge difference in people’s lives.”

The third rabbi thought for a moment and remarked: “I’d like them to say, ‘Look, he’s moving!’”

Surviving the Odds

There’s a verse in the Book of Numbers that at first glance appears straightforward enough, if slightly random, but upon closer analysis proves puzzling.

The Torah is recounting the genealogy of the tribe of Reuben and, in passing, mentions the infamous pair of Biblical troublemakers, Dathan and Abiram, great-grandchildren of Reuben. Their mention sets the Torah off on a tangent:1

Dathan and Abiram, the same Dathan and Abiram who were summoned by the assembly, who contended against Moses and Aaron among the assembly of Korach when they contended against G‑d. Then the earth opened its mouth and swallowed them and Korach with the death of the assembly, when the fire consumed two hundred and fifty men—and they became a sign. But the sons of Korach did not die.

The final verse is the verse in question, as it matter-of-factly contradicts a previous verse: “The earth opened its mouth and swallowed them and their households, and all the people who were with Korach.”2

This account states unequivocally that everyone in Korach’s camp was swallowed alive, including Korach’s sons. Unless there’s a way to remain alive even after being sucked into the earth, the Bible presents us with two irreconcilable reports. Fortunately for us, the classic Bible commentator, Rashi,3 depicts just such a scenario:

The [sons of Korach] were the first to get involved in the conspiracy, but during the dispute they had thoughts of teshuvah [repentance] in their hearts. Therefore a secure and elevated area was set apart for them in Gehinnom [purgatory], and they settled there.

Nachalat Yaakov4, a commentator on Rashi, fills in an important detail, namely, that the “settling” of Korach’s children in Gehinnom was temporary. They didn’t live out the rest of their lives underground, but eventually emerged to rejoin society some time after the commotion died down and their peers died off.5

Not Fair

While it’s nice to know that some people survived the earth-shattering showdown between Moses and Korach, we wonder why Providence chose specifically Korach’s sons to outlive their fellow mutineers.

“The [sons of Korach] were the first to get involved in the conspiracy,” says the Talmud.6 These men, it turns out, didn’t just join an existing revolt against Moses; they were its creators. And in Judaism, the ultimate sinner is one who instigates communal sin.

Indeed, according to Maimonides,7 this type of sinner “who causes the many to sin . . . does not have a portion in the world to come; rather, their [souls] are cut off and they are judged for their great wickedness and sins, forever . . .”

How does that square with the happy ending to the story of Korach’s children? They not only escaped spiritual death, but they lived to tell the tale!

In fact, according to the Sages, these men went on to have families whose descendants boasted such spiritual giants as Samuel the Prophet and twenty-four watches of Levites in the Temple.8

And that’s not all. According to the Talmud,9 while sitting in the “special place in hell” reserved for them, Korach’s sons “sat and sang praises [to G‑d],” which, astonishingly, were included and immortalized in King David’s Psalms.10

Take the opening verse to Psalm 87, for example: “Of the sons of Korach, a song with musical accompaniment, whose foundation is in the sacred mountains.”

What merit brought Judaism’s arch-violators out of the depths of Hell to grace the tops of “sacred mountains”?

Jewish Guilt

Despite the extent of their iniquity, the sons of Korach, as opposed to their co-conspirators, still managed to retain one virtue: “During the dispute they had thoughts of teshuvah [repentance] in their hearts.”

There it is, their saving grace: a guilty conscience.

Now it’s true that Judaism in general has little patience for unrealized lofty thoughts and feelings, and even less for empty feelings of remorse.11 “Action is paramount”12 is a basic Jewish teaching. And it’s also true that nothing practical came of the regretful feelings harbored by Korach’s sons.

But that’s precisely the lesson here: Do not underestimate the power of feeling contrite.13 Do not discount those sentiments, even when they keep coming up short of action, for they are the only real link between transgression and repentance. Without them the sinner doesn’t stand a chance of reform. In the words of our Sages,14 “Once a person becomes accustomed to a certain transgression, it becomes permissible to him.”

Conscience is the safeguard of proper human behavior.

Consider the following revealing quotes from Adolf Hitler, may his name be erased, arguably the most despicable human monster to have ever lived:

“Providence has ordained that I should be the greatest liberator of humanity. I am freeing man from the restraints of an intelligence that has taken charge, from the dirty and degrading self-mortification of a false vision called conscience and morality, and from the demands of a freedom and independence which only a very few can bear.”15

“The Ten Commandments have lost their validity. Conscience is a Jewish invention; it is a blemish like circumcision.”16

“They refer to me as an uneducated barbarian. Yes, we are barbarians. We want to be barbarians, it is an honored title to us. We shall rejuvenate the world.”17

And then there’s this stanza of a song sung by the Hitler Youth:

“We are the joyous Hitler Youth,
We do not need any Christian virtue
Our leader is our savior
The Pope and Rabbi shall be gone
We want to be pagans once again.”

Unfortunately, we do not have to look far for examples of what happens to human beings devoid of conscience . . .

It was the functioning inner moral compass possessed by Korach’s sons that distinguished them from the others, making only them worthy of redemption. The others had completely identified with the revolt against G‑d and Moses, in deed and in heart.

Korach’s sons, on the other hand, remained in touch, if temporarily not in line, with right and wrong. What they lacked at crunch time was courage, not conviction, which meant that at least at heart they had never left the bosom of righteousness.

What’s in it for me?

One Jewish teaching18 has it that “there is not a righteous man on earth who does what is right and never sins.” Shortcomings, then, are only human. How we respond to unfortunate flings with sin is a different matter.

Even if our remorseful feelings continuously prove incapable of producing action, we must hold on to those sentiments for dear life, lest we become desensitized or immune to wrongdoing and eventually begin to identify with our foolish behavior.

In one of his discourses, the founder of Chabad Chassidism, Rabbi Schneur Zalman of Liadi, paints the tragic scene of a man whose infected arm was just amputated, and who breaks down in bitter tears. Why does the man cry? Rabbi Schneur Zalman asks. He no longer feels his hurting arm! Ah, but that’s precisely why he cries; because he doesn’t feel his hurting arm . . .

Hurting is a sign of connectivity; letting go of the pain of disconnection, however uncomfortable it makes our life, sadly means letting go of connection.

Based on a talk given by the Lubavitcher Rebbe, Shabbat Parshat Pinchas 5737 (1977)19

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FOOTNOTES
1.

Numbers 26:9–12.

2.

Ibid. 16:32.

3.

Ad loc. His comment is based on the Talmud, Sanhedrin 110a.

4.

Ad loc.

5.

See the Rebbe’s talk for an elaboration on this idea.

6.

Talmud, Sanhedrin 110a.

7.

Mishneh Torah, Laws of Teshuvah 3:6.

8.

See Rashi to Numbers 16:7.

9.

Sanhedrin loc. cit.

10.

See Talmud, Bava Batra 15a.

11.

Consider these words of Maimonides in his Laws of Repentance (2:1): “[Who has reached] complete teshuvah? A person who confronts the same situation in which he sinned, when he has the potential to commit [the sin again], and nevertheless abstains and does not commit it because of his teshuvah alone, and not because of fear or a lack of strength.”

12.

See Ethics of the Fathers 1:17.

13.

So effective were the remorseful feelings of Korach’s sons, that they defied a different teaching that “whoever leads the masses in the right path will not come to any sin, but whoever leads the masses astray will not be able to repent for all the wrong he commits” (Ethics of the Fathers 5:18).

14.

Talmud, Sotah 22a.

15.

Rauschning, Hitler Speaks, p. 222.

16.

Ibid., p. 220.

17.

Ibid., p. 87.

18.

Ecclesiastes 7:20.

19.

Published in Likkutei Sichot, vol. 33, pp. 170–175.


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Posted: July 18, 2011
Tshuvah
Thank you for your encouragement.
Posted By Anonymous, Chicago, IL

Posted: July 17, 2011
Tshuva - July 17, 2011
Don't be so hard on yourself. You did not sin. At worst , you fell back a step. You take your ' agreement ' to heart. You had the courage to make an exception for peace and lovingkindness. That thought alone is heard by Hashem. Family matters are high up on the list of importance in Hashem's eyes. I do not think that Tshuva is to make up for one sin. That is another religion where confession or a ' Hail Mary " does the trick.

If breaking rule for good purposes on one Shabbat , i would be aghast that my religion treats me as a sinner. You are far higher up the ladder than i will ever be. As you point out, your biatchon/trust and Emunah/faith in Hashem is very much intact. You are making G-d ' laugh ' / impressed/ happy with your sensitivity and courage.
Posted By Anonymous

Posted: July 17, 2011
On Tshuvah
Aside from one's own weaknesses, family and peer pressure have a strong influence in our lives. Recall the story of Joseph and his brothers. Awareness of one's failings is just the starting point of returning. Excessive feelings of guilt are not healthy for anyone. But understanding the hows and whys of our actions will enable us to see things clearly. This way we will be able to make "adjustments" in a reasonable manner. Be patient with yourself and with others. And if we don't get it right at times, one not need despair as long as we learn. Remember, ” For a just man falls seven times, and rises up again: but the wicked shall fall into mischief.” (Proverbs/Mishlei 24:16).
Posted By Anonymous, Mla

Posted: July 17, 2011
Tshuvah
This article helped me see my own spiritual connection with Korach's sons. Today I allowed a family member to pressure me into breaking the Shabbat. At first I passively resisted by breaking an "agreement" that I felt pressured into making. When the family member got angry I eventually caved in. In the the words of the article, I lack courage but not conviction. G-d knows that I am a sinner, but He also knows that I want to do Teshuvah for this sin, but I don't know how.
Posted By Anonymous, Chicago, IL

Posted: July 15, 2011
Resonsibility july 15, 2011 Mia Phil
You hit the nail on the head or at least Eziekel did.
Bravo !
Posted By Anonymous

Posted: July 15, 2011
Responsibility for One's Own Actions
Tanakh is full of stories of dysfunctionality, whether parents, children, or relationships. We must always be aware of the hand of Providence in our own lives. But we must likewise remember that each one is responsible for one's own actions. A Yiddish proverb says in this way, "Everyone is kneaded out of the same dough but baked in a different oven. However, we are told, "The soul that sins, shall die; The son shall not bear the iniquity of the father, neither shall the father bear the iniquity of the son; the righteousness of the righteous shall be upon him, and the wickedness of the wicked shall be upon him: (Ezekiel 18:20)
Posted By Anonymous, Mla, Phil

Posted: July 13, 2011
Sons of Korah
If these two, were not in agreement with their father and did separate themselves from the Korah house and then did not return to do evil the following day. Why would they be in danger? Why would we assume that they should have been destroyed with their Father?

Ezekiiel 18:4 Behold, all souls are Mine; as the soul of the father, so also the soul of the son is Mine; the soul that sinneth, it shall die.

I understand that the passing on of guilt to the three and fourth generation to be, that we can say don't act a certain way like "Steal", yet if the parents are thieves their actions teach the children to behave as thieves. The child is not required to do as the father does, hence any can change and save their soul, it is that it is unusual for the first generation to do so.
Posted By Yaakov, Palo Alto, CA

Posted: July 12, 2011
In times past the Jewish people were of 'one hearing and seeing'; a kind of shared experience way of being in touch with the Almighty.
If one were 'cut out' from this experience, it would seem like being swallowed whole into the carnal world. For them and the others who observed this experience, it would be somewhat appropriate to say they died.
However, because some Jews were punished does not mean they could never again be re-instated to these shared experiences.
These days will come again to the people of the L-rd. There will see and hear in unison what the L-rd is saying and doing.
Posted By Anonymous, anywhere, earth

Posted: July 12, 2011
connection - disconnection
For whatever reason , i do not understand the last paragraph.

If you are being hurt/abused/demeaned are we supposed to hang on to this connection/relationship, though as sad as it is ?

Or does it mean that in that hurting connection, we are to let go/disconnect, which is sad but necessary to end the hurt.

Or is the meaning being applied to things other than relationships ?
Posted By Anonymous

Posted: July 12, 2011
Insightful Article
Apart from purposes for my own reflection, this essay addresses a fundamental issue in self-esteem and behavior as a result of one's own teshuvah. As a physician that has worked in the area of substance dependency intervention, I have had to facilitate individuals in the process of dealing with guilt and rejection by society. It is a long road beset with ups and downs in self-worth. This article clearly delineates the foundations for healthy introspection and the optimism required for teshuvah and long-term inner healing. Thank you.
Posted By Fernando Yaakov Lalana, M.D., Manila, Philippines



 


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