“I am My Beloved’s”
Our Rabbis1 note
that the name “Elul” is an acronym for the Biblical phrase,2 hk hsusu hsusk hbt — “I am my Beloved’s
and my Beloved is mine.” In other words, the intense love between G‑d and the
Jewish people comes to the surface during Elul. This particular verse also
indicates that during Elul, it is man who takes the initiative in his
relationship with G‑d. In chassidic thought3 this verse is contrasted with a
similar verse,4 “My
Beloved is mine and I am His,” which reflects a different expression of this
love relationship. “My Beloved is mine” suggests the initiative is taken by
divine revelation, which then evokes a response from man. “I am my Beloved’s,”
by contrast, suggests an expression of love initiated by man, to which G‑d
responds.
Is the Initiative Man’s or G‑d’s?
In Likkutei Torah,5 the Alter
Rebbe describes the tightening of the bond between G‑d and the Jewish people in
the month of Elul with the following parable:
Before a king enters his city, its inhabitants go out to
greet him and receive him in the field. At that time, anyone who so desires
is granted permission [and can]6 approach him and greet him. He
receives them all pleasantly and shows a smiling countenance to all....
This parable appears to contradict the direction suggested by
the phrase, “I am my Beloved’s,” for the parable seems to indicate that in Elul
it is G‑d Who initiates the relationship, by revealing His Thirteen Attributes
of Mercy. (The Sages explain that these Attributes refer to an unlimited
expression of Divine love.) In contrast, the verse “I am my Beloved’s” indicates
that the initiative is taken by man.
In chassidic thought,7 this difficulty is resolved by
explaining that the revelation of the king in the field, i.e., the expression
of the Thirteen Attributes of Mercy in the month of Elul, generates the
potential for the initiative to be taken by man. Otherwise the people of the
field, ordinary men whose spiritual attainments are modest, would be incapable
of turning to G‑d with the inspired commitment expressed by the phrase, “I am my
Beloved’s.”
Though the potential is initially granted from above, the
nurturing of the love relationship depends on man’s initiative. The revelation
of the Thirteen Attributes of Mercy is merely a catalyst. In going out to the
field, the king makes himself accessible to his people. It is the
people, however, who take the step of turning to him.
Why the King Goes Into the Field
In Likkutei Torah, the parable is further used to
explain the difference between the revelation of the Thirteen Attributes of
Mercy in the month of Elul, and the revelation of these attributes on Yom
Kippur. On Yom Kippur, the king is in his palace; G‑d reveals Himself in all His
majesty. During Elul, however, the king is in the field; G‑d reveals Himself at
a level which can be apprehended by man within the framework of his mundane
reality.
However, G‑d descends to this level not only in order to make
Himself accessible to man. Rather, to borrow the terms of the analogy, the king
meets his people in the field because a field has intrinsic value.
A field is a place where grain grows. Growing grain and
converting it into the food which sustains us requires a great deal of effort.
And this effort symbolizes the full scope of our activities within our mundane
sphere.8
The value of these activities can be seen from the fact that
most of our time is spent dealing with our material needs and earning the means
by which to provide for them; as it is written,9 “Six days shall you work, and the seventh day shall be
a Shabbos unto the L‑rd, your G‑d.”
Faced with this state of affairs, we are inclined to wonder
why G‑d designed a world in which man is forced to involve himself primarily in
material rather than in spiritual activities. The reason for this seemingly
problematic apportioning of time is that it reflects the purpose of creation.
G‑d created the world so that He could have a “dwelling place in the lower
worlds.”10 In accordance with this
desire, our service of G‑d has to center on the ordinary details of existence
for the purpose of infusing them with G‑dliness, and not on the purely spiritual
as it exists on an abstract plane.11
In light of this, we can appreciate the significance of our
parable to the month of Elul. The king’s presence in the field represents the
ultimate purpose of creation. Our efforts must be directed towards bringing
G‑dliness into our material world. G‑d’s Presence must be found not only in the
royal palace, i.e., where spirituality is manifest; rather, even the lowest
realms of existence must be transformed into a dwelling place for
Him.12
G‑d’s Smiling Countenance
The parable of the king in the field expresses the
importance of our divine service within the framework of the ordinary, but
it also underscores the unique relationship between the king and His subjects.
In the field, “He receives them all pleasantly and shows a smiling countenance
to all.” In the “field”, G‑d allows His subjects to relate to Him as His
presence is manifest.13
Throughout the year, we emphasize the importance of carrying
out our service of G‑d in the field with the intent that this should lead to the
revelation of the King’s Presence. In Elul, which marks the culmination of this
service — and the preparation for the coming year — our efforts are rewarded by
the perceptible revelation of the King’s Presence.
Expressing Our Love Relationship with G‑d through Torah Study
In light of this, we can understand the importance of
increasing our Torah study during Elul,14for
the revelation of the King’s Presence is dependent on the study of the Torah. As
mentioned above, our service of G‑d in the field involves primarily mundane
matters. We concern ourselves with activities which are not in and of
themselves holy, but are performed “for the sake of the King.” As our Sages
state,15 “All your deeds should
be for the sake of heaven.” And it is likewise written,16 “Know Him in all your ways.”
Because G‑d desires a dwelling place in the lower worlds,
this mode of divine service is valuable, but because it involves materiality,
G‑dliness is not manifest within this framework.17 It is, however,
revealed through the study of Torah, because the Torah, the embodiment of G‑d’s
will and wisdom, is one with Him.18
G‑d’s will is that His Presence be revealed “in the field”;
i.e., that we recognize our world as His dwelling place. This revelation depends
upon the Torah study of the people of the field. Although they may be engaged in
mundane activities for most of the day, the fixed times that they set aside for
Torah study19 suffuse their entire
day with Torah. In this manner, manifest G‑dliness is drawn down into every
aspect of their lives, even into the day-to-day activities of “the field.”
The “men of the field” need not forego their ordinary
activities entirely and devote themselves solely to Torah study. This is not
what G‑d desires. In the parable, when the king passes through the field, the
people pause from their work and approach him.20 Similarly, during Elul, although the “men of the field”
continue their daily activities, because they are aware of the King’s Presence
they should also increase their Torah study.
Hence the emphasis during Elul on Torah study as well as
prayer, for they are both associated with the verse, “I am my
Beloved’s.”21In fact, our love relationship with G‑d is most
completely expressed through the study of the Torah. Thus the
verse,22 “He kisses me
with the kisses of His mouth,” alludes23 to Torah study, a time at which
G‑d’s words are in one’s mouth.
By intensifying our love relationship with G‑d during Elul,
we ensure that the entire Jewish people is inscribed with a kesivah
vachasimah tovah, and is granted abundant blessings in the coming new year.
May those blessings include the most fundamental and necessary blessing — the
coming of the Redemption, and may this take place in the immediate future.
Adapted from Sichos of Shabbos Parshas Shoftim, 5750